Excruciating Pain: A Personal Fight Against the Enigmatic Suffering of Cluster Headaches
It began on a gloomy Monday in the morning in September 2016. I was working as a educator, attempting to manage a new group of students, when a sudden sensation bloomed behind my right eye. This was followed by quick jolts, reminiscent of electric shocks. As the school day came and went, the discomfort eased and then came back with greater force. Multiple times that day I left a teaching assistant with worksheets and hurried to the school bathroom to soak my face with cold water. I tried ibuprofen, but the agony remained unbearable.
The headaches appeared frequently that fall, and again in the spring, soon establishing an annual pattern. The autumn months were the worst, then the late winter. I could predict the routine: a warning sensation in the morning, early pangs on the commute, full-blown pain in class by 9.30am. In 2019, a GP finally sent me to a neurologist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headaches.
Cluster headaches typically begin with intense pain around one eye that lasts for several hours.
Approximately 1 in 1000 individuals suffer by the condition, and men are more often diagnosed. Attacks typically start with abrupt, excruciating pain around one eye that peaks within minutes and continues for up to three hours. Attacks come in clusters, every day or several times a day, and are associated with red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or face perspiration. I have an episodic type, which arrives in periodic cycles; some patients have continuous attacks, defined by the absence of long symptom-free periods.
What connects patients is the severity. One study rated the sensation at 9.7 out of 10, higher than broken bones or other conditions. Another found a significant percentage of cluster headache patients reported thoughts of self-harm amid attacks; the figure dropped to four percent when they were not in pain.
One patient, 74, a chronic sufferer from Pembrokeshire, isn't surprised. Her attacks started when she was a toddler. “I would throw myself on the ground and bang my head. That was put down to being a difficult child,” she says. Her condition worsened through childhood. Drinking in her teens, similar to many causes, made things more intense. After drinking alcohol at her school leaving party, she recalls hardly being able to see on the bus home.
Her relatives often interpreted her attacks as intoxicated behavior. Understanding eventually came from her father and then from her partner, her spouse. “I was very lucky to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs took clerical work after relocating, but often hid her illness. She was fired from one job, partly due to absences during attacks. Her definitive diagnosis came in 2002 at a national neurology center.
Nevertheless, the inability to plan life around unpredictable pain took its toll. She particularly hated being unable to plan outings, being seen as flaky as a co-worker, and even having to be looked after by her family during the paralysis caused by the most severe episodes. “It steals from you of the small liberties we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She remembers winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a facility.
Headaches have been documented across the ages. “The first description of headache originates from the ancient civilizations in antiquity,” write experts in a publication on the subject. They attributed the disease to an evil entity who afflicted his victims' heads.
Ancient healing records suggest bizarre treatments for what modern observers would classify as a migraine. In the medieval times, migraine was identified as a separate disorder, with treatments ranging from herbal concoctions to other, more folk cures.
It was a Dutch physician who provided the first detailed account of a cluster headache. In his writings, he speaks of a patient “suffering with a very severe headache happening and vanishing daily at fixed hours”.
Cluster headaches were only officially recognised by global medical committees in the late 1980s. From the 1960s to the late 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a problem with a major artery that supplies blood to the head. Prominent specialists in treating the disorder note this.
In 1998, researchers released the findings of a study for which they had induced cluster headaches in patients and monitored the attacks in a imaging machine. The results, published in a major journal, showed increased activity of the hypothalamus, which is in charge for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in pain, and a reduction when they recovered.
Despite such advances, identification remains delayed. Jamie Charteris's symptoms started in 1986 and felt like “a modelling balloon being blown up behind my left eye”. GPs thought he had sinus problems; he had multiple operations before finally being diagnosed in recently, after a doctor researched his symptoms.
Neurologists say wait times in diagnosing and treatment occur because patients are seldom seen mid-attack. “You're exhausted and low, but not in agony,” one says. He works by eliminating other common head pain conditions, such as tension-type headache, before confirming cluster headaches. A detailed patient history is crucial: on which side do symptoms occur? For how long? What time of year? Are there precipitating factors, such as alcohol? Certain features such as redness, drooping eyelids and nasal congestion help confirm the diagnosis. Once diagnosed, patients may be sent to dedicated centers. But many first go to emergency rooms or are given inadequate treatments.
A charity trustee, in her late seventies, has suffered from the condition for the majority of her life, although she has been free from an attack since 2016. When she was in her twenties, she had her teeth extracted because dentists misinterpreted her pain. She thinks the dental profession still need much more awareness. When another patient sought help from a charity, it was Chapman who responded. The author recalls calling a support line during an attack in 2021; a calm advisor talked them through oxygen therapy and medication until the attack eased.
Official guidelines on treatment advise that sufferers are offered high-dose oxygen therapy and/or a specific medication administered by nasal spray. No oral painkillers or strong analgesics should be used. Prophylactic options include a blood pressure medication, which apparently helps manage the bouts of well-known people.
But consultant specialists argue the guidance need revising to reflect a clearer treatment pathway and help GPs avoid incorrect prescriptions. For episodic patients, timing is everything: “The length of the cycle dictates the approach.” Short cycles with occasional episodes are managed with acute treatment only. Longer or more severe bouts require preventives such as verapamil, sometimes combined with corticosteroids. Many patients also receive a nerve block injection during a bout – an injection into the area of the head where the pain is that reduces nerve activity.
The national guidelines need revising to reflect a